So now that the decision is made and things are rolling along the freaking out has cleared. slightly.
I'm still going to freak out, its just not me with out a spas or two. But at least I know I do this. I am reminded of a line from a veggie tale movie "my mother was a worm and my father a caterpillar, but I am ok with that now." I cannot change who I am, but make who I am work for who I want to become.
So, I now have one job. Very exciting. Ok I will have one job for maybe two weeks. Then my new jobs start, but they are significantly lower stress than my current jobs. Which is awesome. I liked my current jobs, but I am ready to enjoy life and put less attention on working.
I love that line from Veggie Tales actually I love the Veggie Tales movies period lol
ReplyDeleteI think silly and not so serious Becky always existed she was just hibernating for a bit.
I am excited for you and Ben to enjoy the next season/seasons of your life. Love you :)<3