I do like looking back and looking forward.
What is new, what do I want to hang on to, what do I want to let go of.
What did I like what can I change
This year is going to be a new kind of fun and terrifying for me. More on that later.
But now, since I don't do Christmas cards (I had a car accident sick kid inventory store change over and then actual Christmas to deal with, we're lucky we all remained in clean clothes) here is an update on the Siemens. And yes. It's on Facebook. And no. I'm not going to mail it.
No you can't have another cookie
And yes we can play barbie later
Wait. Wrong conversation.
Ok last New Years we were driving back from Florida. We visited Jocelyn.
We returned home to finish potty training the puppy Sophie.
We had just finished painting and sanding down the kitchen and staining. Ok Kendall did most of that. I was at work.
We then began negotiations on kitchen lighting, paint colours, tile colours, cows, chickens, pigs, who was going to let Sophie in and who's turn it was to fill the car with gas. I ended up learning how to work the farm tanks. We got pigs and chickens. Sophie has us all trained to let her in.
I finally took the nail technician course. My dream come true!!!!
Kendall introduced me to minecraft.
Spring brought changes, our roommate moved out, Sophie preferred to be outside, and the " there is going to be a child in this house " preparations began. A six year old needs stuff to play with.
Seeding began. I had to cook again. Kendall does most of the winter food around here. He's good and doesn't burn stuff.
Jocelyn arrived in June. The chickens and pigs arrived shortly before Jocelyn. The cows and their babies arrived just before all that started. It was busy. And so began play dates, stuffies, bed time stories and proof that I could stick to a schedule. Sophie got ticks in droves, we had a daily tick removal session.
Summer came to a close and it was decided Jocelyn was going to start school in Canada.
Up this this point, everything was temporary. But. I wanted her to feel settled. So. The house got rearranged. Jocelyn got more stuff. Her room got organized. We wrote out schedules. Timed pick up and drop off. Registered for school. Gymnastics. And then. Back to school shopping. Lunch box back pack. School supply lists. Nailed it. And then called grandma for back up cause all that stuff had to be labeled?!?!?
Life changed. A bit
Kendall moved on to Starcraft
Sophie got shaved.
We only mixed up lunch days once.
And apparently kids do grow, and fast. And you have to change clothing sizes.
My worst fear was if she got sick, would I know what to do?
Daddy remained perfectly calm while step mom had her freak out sessions.
Then came ikids. A gaping question. Of how? I work in town. Half and hour away she gets off the bus at 4 in bed by 8:30 and daddy is still combining. And so are the grandparents. And so is everyone else
I was not driving back and forth twice. And she could not stay out that late.
IKids was put on hold. I couldn't find anymore help.
I don't like quitting. Stopping. Or letting people down.
But there was no way I was going to put myself, Kendall or Jocelyn through that. It's not ok to be that busy or tired or stressed. Done.
Around here Kendall moved on to play heroes of something.
Sophie's hair grew back
We are getting more pigs next year
Negations have started on egg laying hens. And a peacock.
We found our donkey. Blister arrives soon!
So. The last half of the year I've been enjoying the challenges of raising a 6 year old. Doing birthdays. Christmas. Tooth fairy. The where are your gloves game. And loving it.
It's hard work. But I would not trade it for anything.
Mommy came to visit Jocelyn. We had a fun week in the snow.
Kendall finally picked a paint color. ( everyone is happy and I don't have to look at paint samples anymore ) And tile. And the countertop. And the lights in the kitchen got finished.
Kendall likes to keep life from being boring around the farm. Be it shooting moths in the house with a gun, changing his hair styles more than me, (he's back to the sexy bald look) butchering animals in the kitchen, randomly turning off the power, (fixing something) putting tractors through house walls, teaching me the fine art of cow moving ( 4x4. I finally drove in 4 wheel drive. In mud!!!!!!) he's also very good at distress calls. Like, the tire is flat, I hit a deer and I need gas. And I'm in the ditch. He's quite literally my hero. And he's kinda. Well. Hot.
Kendall endured three long days of downloading and I endured three long days of Kendall waiting for the download and he is now happly playing Star Wars. Apparently farm Internet has bested me and we are stuck with what we have.
Basically. That's also why I haven't blogged in almost a year.
