The saving grace is that all the hard work physically, mentally and spiritually is paying off.
I'm to the point where I genuinely enjoy my life. I feel like I can manage things. Kind of.
More importantly.
I met a guy.
He's awesome
Ill gush about him later.
Did I mention he's awesome?
I was not expecting to meet the guy. I was prepared for a long painful dating process. Nope.
Here is the funny thing. When you tell God the desires of your heart and He knows them and you wait slightly patiently....you get an answer.
My answer came in the package of the cutest dorkiest sweetest manliest dude I've ever met.
I don't fall for a guy at first sight. I don't mesh immediately with a guy. I don't chill out. But somehow. It happened.
He gets me. He gets....wait for it. My music. He just fits. I've stopped questioning why or how or why now and I'm just having fun. And every time he starts singing a silly tune designed to make me giggle. I just can't help it.
I giggle.
